
It's late and I should be asleep. I am in awe of another beautiful life being given to me. This baby will be #4. I've been so blessed with the greatest of children. Being a Mom, I feel is something I was born to be. I have not one urge to run a company. I could if I wanted to. I am one of those that believe if you have to do something, no matter what it is, it can be done. I have all the faith in the world to believe in this. How I managed to work and tend to the house, kids, hubby etc, I look back and think, HOW in the world did I do that. How did I wake up that early and get everyone and everything handled before going out into the world to work my 8 hour shift??
I did it though. I am proud of what I did. We needed for me to get out there when things were down. I asked God for help and that He did. A few months to go and so much still to do. I am a bit of a procrastinator, stinks that I do that. I need to get better organized. Getting so tired now. I'm trying to keep up with my 3 yr old, she's a handful. I'm trying to keep up with my home but it is hard. I hear words of encouragement from my family. My beautiful family that has been taking up the slack while I try to take it easy. Guilt automatically begins to consume me. Better to be safe for the little one though and then I'll be back, good as new!!
I did it though. I am proud of what I did. We needed for me to get out there when things were down. I asked God for help and that He did. A few months to go and so much still to do. I am a bit of a procrastinator, stinks that I do that. I need to get better organized. Getting so tired now. I'm trying to keep up with my 3 yr old, she's a handful. I'm trying to keep up with my home but it is hard. I hear words of encouragement from my family. My beautiful family that has been taking up the slack while I try to take it easy. Guilt automatically begins to consume me. Better to be safe for the little one though and then I'll be back, good as new!!